Passionate love, intense possession
Endless poems, indelible sorrow
Before wholeness, after rupture
A romantic affair, three spring diseases and wine
Love cannot be gained, love cannot last long
Transient, entangled, nostalgic——
Endless sorrow
Heartbroken sorrow.
There are thousands of journeys back to the world
End of the road
After being heartbroken.
——Message from "The Final Journey"
Also known as "The Men I Loved in Those Years" and "The Last Way Home (Collection of Love Letters)"
A look at the four parallel male protagonists from the perspective of the female protagonist Li Kuoqiao
Loving you is painful: Song Shixun
Loving you means losing you: Fang Jingyu
What I love is the feeling of loving you: Liang Baicha
Don't dare to forget and don't dare to get: Xiong Lingxu
Why is your heart so repetitive? The heroine is like a sandwich biscuit, sweet on one side and sadistic on the other, sweet and sad.
"Fang Jingyu, be my boyfriend. I don't care, as long as you are my boyfriend, you have the obligation to play with me."
"Let's be friends. Why don't we be boyfriends? Please wake up!"
"No, then I'll ask again tomorrow."
Online dating is a two-dimensional space for making voice calls, talking on the phone, connecting to the screen, and playing games. Can there be love in the second dimension? In a period when ideals and reality cannot be distinguished, in passionate youth, love can exist in different time and space in countless forms that make people doubt or believe.
It has been more than six years since I started writing in 2015. At first, I just wanted to record the beautiful moments in my life. As time goes by, my emotions become stronger and the manuscripts become more numerous, which can be combined into a book. The hardships during this period are difficult to explain in one word. The book contains nearly 50 modern poems, letters, diaries, and conversations that are implicit in it. Overall, it is a manuscript that explores the deep ideological consciousness of women.
Intention: It's not bad to tell a lie that suits my heart