"I pretended to be mature, and everyone rumored that I was mature. I pretended to be a lazy guy, and everyone rumored that I was a slacker. I pretended that I couldn't write novels, and people spread rumors that I couldn't write. I pretended to be a liar, and people said I was a liar. I pretended to be a liar, and people thought I was a liar. I pretended to be indifferent, and people said I was a heartless guy. However, when I was really in pain and couldn't help moaning, everyone thought I was moaning for nothing. - Dazai Osamu"
Intention: happy