There are countless hypothetical subjunctive tenses in the world, and they often start with "if" and end with "I will XXX". And me, I often think that if I had stayed in Horse City that summer, I would not have found myself.
There is a cowardly person living in my heart. Whenever I say I want something, she will tell me: "No, you don't want it, and you can't get it." I thought I liked darkness and was afraid of the sun, until I met a bright person. I will also long for my sunshine, no matter far or near, no matter what.
Intention: Meet yourself and stick to yourself