I fooled myself by playing with words, maybe I was too serious... In short, I said words with Xue Yang, and after that, I saw too many things, and because of my own living situation, I am now living, and the one I am attached to is a person who I know is illusory. Xiao Xingchen was indeed right, but he was too clean and the world was too dirty. [Apart from me talking to myself, if I have any ideas, I'm too lazy to share them, so I'll just leave them here.]
Intent: Soliloquy and imaginative extravaganza