I love him to the core,
He hates me to the core.
If you love him, you should keep him by your side at all costs.
It's better to let him go and let her fly away with that woman.
Seeing him crying, how could my heart be at peace?
Knowing that leaving him behind would be endless pain for us,
But I couldn't bear it. . . Can't bear to let go.
Every day I hide under the tree and secretly visit him,
Looking at his increasingly haggard face, my heart bleeds.
When he was critically ill that day, I was really afraid that I would not be able to control myself and appear in front of him.
I still remember the scene when he committed suicide last time. It will be the most tragic memory in my life.
Recently, I discovered that he can laugh,
His bright smile and peach-like face were as innocent as when I first met him.
Has he forgiven me?
I really want to touch his soft face again, I really want to kiss his crystal clear lips again,
I really want to. . . I really want to. . . . .