Song Yao version
Song Yao felt that except for those five years, he had not lived a human life.
I lost my mother at the age of eleven, and followed my father in the fiefdom to live a life of being bullied and humiliated. I don't know when it will end.
At the age of fifteen, my father successfully rebelled. He originally thought that after all the hardships, he could spend the rest of his life as an idle prince. However, after his eldest brother was trampled to a pulp by a war horse, he was forced to take over the position of prince.
I married her at the age of eighteen, and I promised that I would stay with her for the rest of my life, but I was destined to betray her.
At the age of twenty-eight, she jumped from the turret, and her and Song Yao's hearts were torn apart together.
As a son, he failed to protect his mother; as a younger brother, he failed to hold the crown prince's brother's hand; as an elder brother, he failed to bring his younger brother back intact from the battlefield.
As a husband, Song Yao felt that he was not a human being
Shen Tang version
"If the future you would face had been predicted in advance, would you still have the courage to come?"
No matter which life she lived in, Shen Tang was a proud daughter of heaven. Sooner or later, her father would become the Prime Minister, her mother was a lady from a famous family, and there were no extra aunts or concubines in the family.
The bright star shone on him in the mud, and Shen Tang became a cinnabar mole in his heart that could not be erased for the rest of his life.
Shen Tang's upright love and protection were rewarded with one hundred and thirty-four heads of the Shen family, his son's gradually cold body, and the ending of jumping off the turret.
When she fell, Shen Tang regretted it. It would have been nice if she had not met him. It would have been nice if there was still a chance to do it again.
Turned into a dream, fifteen-year-old Shen Tang met 27-year-old Shen Tang because of a conspiracy at the Flower Tea Party
Twenty-seven-year-old Shen Tang lay on the cold ground, looking at her fifteen-year-old self
She said, don't blame him