They met very early, so early that she didn't even know what love was? It wasn't until a long, long time later that she discovered that faint longing, that sudden thought. However, she has already missed it. If she misses it, she has missed it. Moving forward is the right way. She has always been very rational, so rational that she thought she had given up several times. It wasn't until the years passed and her youth passed away gracefully that she discovered that she was actually a lover. She laughed, cried, and retreated into her own world, imagining that God could open a window.