Eleven

You are not my lover Not my friend either Not my family So I'll give you a note Named Eleven Lovers Friends Family These three relationships are all twelve paintings One less painting is called regret You were the person I wanted to keep most when I was seventeen The same person I never mentioned when I was eighteen Later, the man who said he wanted to marry me when I was seventeen was no longer mine. Later, when I was seventeen, I told you that I would stay with you forever. I no longer belonged to you. A few years later, we will never be the same again. I finally don't have to affect myself because of you anymore I finally don't have to look at my phone in the dark and wait for you I finally don't have to miss you so much that I can't sleep anymore I finally let go of the past and us But this is the regret of my life My biggest regret is that your regret is related to me I'm not qualified to love you again, I'm not qualified to come to you again We have all become what everyone calls heartless people We are not as innocent as before This is how we get together and get together easily, without love or hatred Goodbye seventeen, goodbye youth