Extreme paranoia attack × optimism and noisy temptation
Ye Song has liked Jing Nanchen since he was a child. Even though they are the best brothers, he has no intention of hiding his feelings. Secret love is not his style. The confessions that lasted for more than ten years as teenagers, young adults, and even adults only resulted in Jing Nanchen's accusation: "This is a disease, and I will treat you." Despite this, he still enjoys it.
A few years later, Jing Nanchen really took action. He got married and had children because he believed that he could influence and change Ye Song with a normal lifestyle, but he underestimated Ye Song's persistence. His lack of cooperation and even escaping completely aroused Jing Nanchen's long-simmering anger. In order to reverse Ye Song's "illness", he forcibly took him home, and even drugged him to trick him into having a relationship with a woman.
From then on, Jing Nanchen became less and less able to control Ye Song, and everything developed was deviating from his imagination.
"Ye Song, come home with me." Jing Nanchen's eyes showed a pleading look.
The more real Jing Nanchen's sad expression became, the sadder Ye Song felt inside. He smiled self-deprecatingly: "You, Jing Nanchen, have been strategizing and have never been deceived in your life. You have never experienced what it feels like to be deceived, so you don't understand the pain of being deceived. Compared to letting you live with me with humiliation, I I prefer the life of leisure and debauchery now. Moreover, Ye Song is an outlier, and he is destined not to be Jing Nanchen's good brother in this life. You can leave, I'm relieved of everything you think about me. "Please don't look for me again in the future. It's really uncomfortable to feel restless and sad." I lived for you in the first half of my life, so in the second half of my life I want to experience living for myself.
"From now on, I hope that there will be no more Jing Nanchen in my, Ye Song's world." When he said this, Ye Song smiled but his heart was bleeding.
He knew how much Jing Nanchen cared, but he blamed himself for being too selfish. They were destined not to be good brothers in this life, because he only had shameful love and shameless liking for Jing Nanchen.
Purpose: Anyone who loves you deserves to be loved