In the last semester of my senior year in high school, I got to know Pipi Shen, Ming Zhan and Mi Dao and gradually became friends. During our interactions, my problems were seen nakedly by them, but they ignored them and kept accommodating them. Also during the relationship, because of my father's words, Mingzhan and I reached an agreement, saying that we would separate like a couple after college graduation until we get the college admission notice.
The first time I was beaten by my father was because I showed up at the wrong time, so I moved out of the house and lived alone since then; the second time I was beaten by my father was because I said "that woman..."; The third time I was beaten by my father was because I ignored my father's arrival, but it was also related to the woman; the fourth time I was beaten by my father was because I completely violated his wishes, because I believed that I could complete four years of college on my own.
My father is violent, so my mother will be gentle. Ever since I found out about my parents' affair, my mother has insisted on bringing me breakfast every morning. Even if I turned her away, she still insisted on giving it to me. Later, my mother's child appeared. During my contact with my mother's child, I discovered that among the four of them, this was the only one I couldn't dislike, so I concluded for myself: I am very perverted.
It was also my parents' affair, and when I decided to give up on myself along with Suzume, I realized how deeply Suzume had touched me.