I thought: our friendship is indestructible, but I lost you; I remember: we all had our own difficulties, so I couldn't force it; I found: we had problems a long time ago, but I couldn't solve them at that time; I missed: the last thing we missed, even if I won't give up because of it; I look forward to: we will eventually become better versions of ourselves and separate happily, so that I don't have to be complicated anymore.