I have lived in the darkness for a long time, so when that person who looked like light appeared in front of me, I was so caught off guard, yet so attached to her. I went to get close to her, to touch her, to protect her. I thought I was willing to use everything I had to exchange for her eternal life, but in the end I could only bury her with my own hands. You know, I was not sad at that time. I went to choose a cemetery, pick a time, and buy a coffin. Everything went smoothly. It was just a little difficult to buy a coffin. I originally wanted to buy a larger coffin to fit both of us in, but I thought that she would not be willing to lie down with me. She said she didn't want me to stay with her, so I bought two coffins. I thought this would be the last time I listened to her.