On February 12, 2008, he said, I don't love you.
She was speechless and would not think anymore for the time being, because every word he said had been deconstructed countless times in her dreams.
On February 13, 2008, there was only one sentence in her diary: Cut. She was determined to accept the answer he gave. Maybe he really didn't care about her.
I really don't love you, otherwise how could I bear to say this...
After a few days of rest, a blue lotus picture emerged in her mind. She wanted to draw this picture, the countless memories that suddenly struck her, the situation that had never been known to anyone...
She met him probably four or five years ago. She has always been secretly in love with him, and her heart has surged because of him countless times. Now that she thinks about it, she felt so lonely, and she really said, "I am living and dying here, but he knows nothing about the other side."
The picture should start from high school. High school was the beginning of Lanlian in her mind. I admit that the love affair in high school was a kind of fate, and it happened after Lanlian rose...
After many upheavals, ruptures, and displacements, I still vaguely remember that cold beginning...
At that time, one [she] was also exploded. At some point, the weaknesses of human nature came from everywhere, without any cover, and drove her to a blind corner...