Taijitai short stories & clips, Yuan update, Lof also posted
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My portrayal of Dazai and Akutagawa, and their relationship, always seems to be twisted.
Akutagawa's was the pain that he couldn't ask for. He knew clearly that the abyss was right in front of him, but he closed his eyes and willingly stepped into the void.
——He fell into the abyss called Osamu Dazai. He was crazy, unhesitating, and more like a believer than a subordinate.
Osamu Dazai is probably a pervert. He enjoys Akutagawa like this. He wants to control his pleasure, his pain, and everything about him. The abyss is Dazai's trap. He does not want the beautiful and upright Akutagawa. He is deeply aware of the distortion of his students and is satisfied with it, because that is his Akutagawa.
This is probably why I like writing about them.
This relationship is so beautiful.