Have you ever felt that things are unpredictable in life, and what you want to do is often contrary to reality. You try hard to become what you yearn for, but you still don't understand what you yearn for. You may be thinking about the meaning of life every day, but you still don't understand how to live. These are some moments and thoughts in my life. I write them down to remind myself not to forget. If reading this story happens to arouse some of your thoughts, then I will be very happy. The story will be more relaxed and close to life. It is the past, present and future, it may have happened, is happening or has not happened yet. This is not one person's story, this is everyone's story.