There are some things that I cannot tell you directly, and there are some things that I have done to you that you don't know about, so I wrote this article:
I'm still there, still there, in the dim light, waiting for you. You just need to turn around and you can see me.
I wish you and I both are well. With me by my side, everything is fine with you. I am lucky to have you, and I hope that I will lose my life...