When Heaven is about to entrust this person with a great responsibility, he must first strain his mind and will, strain his muscles and bones, starve his body and skin, deplete his body, and mess up his actions. Therefore, tempting his heart and forbearance will benefit him beyond his ability.
If fate gave you a chance to become a world hero, but at the cost of becoming a monster, would you be willing?
"According to what you see on TV, girl, I think you might be the savior hero of this world."
Shen Jiujiu doesn't want to, but has no right to choose. She became a monster but failed to become a hero.
A long knife pierced her heart and she fell into hell again. She hadn't had time to thank the people she wanted to protect.