Awarded as Leading Actor

I knew from the beginning that my love would be fruitless, but it lingered in my heart and had already become deeply ingrained... Want to destroy her love, want to have her... Even if it is short-lived... Everything is successful, I want to let her go, I want to protect her silently... But she said she fell in love with me? ! Am I the real leading actor in the idol drama she can't forget? !