My name is Shen Shuyi.
When I was five years old, my wet nurse told me that my mother went to heaven and was detained by the Jade Emperor, but she was always by Ayi's side.
I think the Jade Emperor is really bad.
When I was eleven years old, my wet nurse came and asked me to take good care of myself. I asked her if she was going to find my mother. The wet nurse looked at me with complicated eyes, and I didn't understand.
When I was twelve years old, my eldest sister hired a maid from my grandmother's side to take care of me. She was so fierce and I didn't like it, but I wanted to survive. I thought that the eldest sister must not like me, so I had to endure it, otherwise I would make such a good-looking eldest sister angry.
When I was thirteen years old, I met my eldest brother for the first time. My eldest brother was very gentle. He made kites for me every day and brought me delicious rabbit buns from outside. I like my eldest brother very much.
When I was fourteen years old, my eldest brother was wearing a military uniform and looked majestic. I knew he was going to join the army. He hugged me, still gentle, but there was more sadness in his eyes. I saw the eldest sister and the other sisters were crying. I also want to cry. I can no longer eat the rabbit buns and newly tied kites brought by my elder brother.
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"Eldest brother is afraid that he will never see Ayi again..."
"A'yi, my sister failed to protect you. A'yi, on behalf of my sister, I have to live well and love him well..."
"Ayi, I was wrong..."
"A'yi, come with me. I built a new yard for you, made you a kite, and raised a lazy cat..."
"Ayi..."