I don't know how I survived these years, I just vaguely knew that I was still alive. There was no light in the dark room, and my husband and I slept on the soft Simmons. No one loved me more than him, not even my late father and my dashing mother. I never thought that five years later I would still have an entanglement with Lin Zihan. His embrace would always be warmer than anything in the world, making me extremely greedy and unable to forget it. When I was struggling in every possible way, the husband who loved me so much left me because of illness. I hated him for failing to fulfill his promise to stay with me for the rest of his life. Lin Zihan accompanied me through these difficult and gloomy years. After telling me personally that he loved me very much, he chose to return to ordinary life. I don't blame him, I gave him the most sincere blessing since I can remember. This is the first and last time, he cried but I didn't cry. When I thought everything had finally returned to peace, I could float on a dead sea and waste away the rest of my desolate life. But because of my work, I was transferred to a city that I least wanted to go to, and finally I couldn't bear to meet the person I loved so hard. Memories like shards of glass stuck in my heart again, and I didn't mention this past to anyone except my husband. I got my wish and met Bai Qingying, and he was really like my curse, his life was in a mess. I betrayed everything because of him, but in the end he betrayed me. Now I am already on top of him, ravaging his miserable life. In the end, I tortured each other until we grew old. Those lost relatives and friends never looked back, and the purity in those souls also disappeared...