He has never known who his father is since he was a child. He didn't know how much his mother-in-law hated him, so she named him Mandrill. Being an emperor caused great harm to his own brothers. He felt that he was a natural disaster. For so many years, he was used to crying alone and laughing alone, and he had long thought it didn't matter.
He was born in darkness and has never seen light. After he saw the sun, God gave him extravagant hopes.
It's not hope, it's extravagant hope, an unattainable extravagant hope...