Elijah, an 11th grade boy living in Detroit, USA, suddenly had thoughts and memories of a Chinese high school girl when he was two years old.
At that time, his parents divorced and both left home, leaving him to be raised by his elderly grandmother Sophia.
Therefore, Elijah experienced a very confused childhood, constantly struggling with whether he was a boy or a girl; whether he liked boys or girls.
It wasn't until he was fifteen years old that the protagonist of his first erotic dream turned out to be Jack from Titanic. He finally realized that although he was a boy, he also liked boys.
However, Elijah did not dare to admit his sexual orientation problem. He tried to correct it and tried to date girls, but all ended in failure.
When the 11th grade started, a Russian transfer student named Victor suddenly broke into Elijah's dull life like a stag full of hormones.
Since then, Elijah's nerdy life has undergone earth-shaking changes, and he has begun to face the problem of his liking for boys and Victor.
In the process of interacting with Victor, Elijah learned to face his own orientation problem bravely.
The two love each other and redeem each other. In an environment where everyone calls for equality of all beings and freedom of love, but full of contempt for same-sex love, they face family support or not, school violence and bullying, and various psychological and physical problems of their own.
In the end, whether this is just a turmoil in adolescence or a love at first sight, please read "I am a".