At that point in time of the title, I thought I had just the right amount of love between me and K. It's just that some things don't come so easily.
"Love you like the stars." I have seen this sentence many times a long time ago. It seems that many people are accustomed to using it to describe love. Its weak but rare light always makes people warm. Even if the starlight is not moving at all. "You should start based on liking and stop at possessing." My friend Lao Chen said this to me after learning that I liked K. I told her: "I have to live this life day by day. I will not think about the future. I will only think about how to get along with him when we still have a good relationship."
I have known K for only half a year, and the first time I met him I was a little bit dumbfounded. When did you like him? Unknown. This may be to make up for the youth I didn't experience before I was eighteen. This time came quite late.
Suddenly I found this passage in Kahlil Gibran's "Friendship" very interesting: "Can a person you only look for to kill time still be considered your friend? You should look for him when you are growing up, because his time is to meet your needs, not to fill up, not to fill your emptiness." At my age, I can barely be considered growing up, and I can barely be considered healthy.
Will this essay be updated frequently? If you have a daily relationship with him, you will be renewed.
Will you abandon this essay? There will be one day, that day, probably the day when K finds true happiness.