Love for Two Lives (Clearly Worn)

Once upon a time, someone told me with great sincerity that in his opinion, only a clean girl like me could be worthy of such words as "Return to the Flowers in a Charming City". Once upon a time, I laughed so much amidst the boundless sweet words. And finally, the prosperous city with flying flowers all over the ground collapsed under his clever lies and conspiracy. You faced my collapse of despair with silence and wisdom. My smile, my tears, my joy, my despair, my bloom, my decadence completely break with you in your silence. I fled without any hesitation, so I no longer rushed to the flames to make myself suffer a bloody head. The same flowery smile was brittle between the fingers, intertwined and broken. Two lives are happy, two lives are happy, why is it so unbearable?