My mind was confused and I was alone, wandering on the south bank of the mansion, lamenting the passing of years, asking about everything in the world, lamenting the lack of pride in the spring and autumn of the thirties, drinking wine and smoking cigarettes to relieve the depression in my heart. I hope that I will take the road to the imperial examination and make changes in my life, but in the end I will end up like Fan Lang. I have no other intention. I just wrote a sentence to soothe my depressed heart. It's sad, it's just a joke. Recorded on March 30, 2008 AD, at Douju's residence by the Funan River.