The hardships I have experienced while carrying a heavy burden will not be less than those of you official ladies. There are countless dogmas and rules. The life you expect of me is all fake, written in a storybook for people's entertainment. I am suppressed and breathless in the world you envy.
Maybe what you said is true, but it's too late now. The dam in my heart has collapsed. Desire is like a scourge, and it can only pour down, with no possibility of recovery. No matter what the world is like, I have to see it with my own eyes.