The true love story of the well-known gay couple on Weibo, entrepreneur Shen Yulun and writer Kenny Shen, a rewrite of "Kenny Shen's Growth Diary", a fan fiction for self-entertainment.
How wonderful it would be if that was the end of the story, that you and I living happily together forever.
Reality is not a fairy tale, marriage may not be perfect, conflicts cannot be resolved, and understanding is not the antidote. If you burn yourself to warm me at all costs, you and I will burn to the ground sooner or later.
"Left Hand" is taken from the song "Left Hand" of the same name sung by Shen Yulun. The human heart is on the left side, and the person you love the most is holding your left hand.
When he was 18 years old, Shen Yulun met 16-year-old Kenny Shen. At that time, Shen Yulun was a prick. He smoked, drank, fought, skipped classes and stayed up late at nightclubs. As a school bully, he was also a school bully and school idol. Shen Yulun, who was domestically abused by his father and grew up with his mother in a single-parent family after his parents divorced, didn't know what love looked like, but if it really existed, then it must be like Kenny Shen.
Because Kenny Shen was happy and happy, he stuffed his living expenses into his wallet, stole his umbrella every rainy day, and kissed his shadow with his shadow in fear... The best time of youth grew wildly, and Shen Yulun only lived for Kenny Shen from then on.
What's so good about Li Ran? Kenny Shen strives to play the heroine of a youth pain film, who likes Li Haoran for no reason and ignores Shen Yulun's heartfelt kindness. Kenny Shen was sick, paranoid, delusional, and moody. He thought he was awake, but he didn't know that he was terribly crazy. Because the gangster Hou Weidong did not accept his kindness, he even became angry and framed Hou Weidong for taking drugs, which caused Hou Weidong to suffer from post-traumatic stress syndrome.
The family settled the matter. Hou Weidong, who was originally scornful, arrogant, free-spirited but lively, turned into a dementia who could not take care of himself. Kenny Shen wanted to surrender, but Hou Weidong's family accepted the compensation and swallowed their bitterness, voluntarily giving up on justice. He hated himself for being crazy and reckless, for being greedy for life and afraid of death, for blaming Hou's family, his mother, Shen Yulun and Brother Li Ran, and finally escaping reality and running away from home.
He walked away from home, cut off all contact, and left Shen Yulun behind without saying a word. It was not until five years later that Kenny Shen was diagnosed with severe depression. The condition was deep-rooted and difficult to recover for life. It even worsened rapidly and turned into bipolar disorder.
Shen Yulun kept his word and still loved him. But I didn't want to see such an unspeakable picture when we meet again.
"You're back."
"Yeah."
I thought that after overcoming the prejudice of my family, when Kenny Shen was finally ready, he would be able to sail from the endless sea of suffering to the bright and warm dock, and the ship would be able to dock. Unfortunately, loneliness is hopeless.
Philosophy: The conflict between Mr. And Mrs. Shen is difficult to resolve.
