In Su Mu's life, two things happened that were enough to change the trajectory of his destiny:
The first thing was that in the second semester of his second year of high school, Su Mu found that he fell in love with Fa Xiao He Chuan. He quickly accepted the reality that he liked the same sex and decided to confess his love to He Chuan after the college entrance examination.
The second incident was that on the eve of his confession, Su Mu was deceived by his mother into a special hospital and received "treatment" of sexual orientation correction for half a year.
This sudden change completely shattered Su Mu's life plan.
After coming out of the hospital, it was difficult for Sumu to develop an intimate relationship with anyone.
In the next ten years, Su Mu suppressed her feelings for He Chuan, kept her identity as a child, and silently watched as He Chuan met, fell in love with, and broke up with others.
He will naturally be jealous, resentful, and even still have unwilling delusions.
But Su Mu knew very well that his fate with He Chuan could only end here.
But God made a joke to him again at this time:
He Chuan, who was extremely insensitive to feelings and was pushed every step of the way in love, actually took the initiative to say that he liked him as if he was possessed.
Even though he knew that the emotional idiot's words were not to be believed, Su Mu still couldn't resist the temptation of having his long-cherished wish come true, and jumped in without thinking too much.
However, Su Mu soon realized that he was not satisfied with being an ordinary loving couple with He Chuan.
What he really wants is to completely and completely control He Chuan——
He hoped that He Chuan would always only look at him;
He hoped that He Chuan would cry for him, laugh for him, and have all his emotions controlled by him;
He hoped that He Chuan was born for him and could... Die for him.
Whenever He Chuan felt pain due to their love, a sharp noise became louder and louder, laughing happily in Su Mu's ears:
You have never been desperate, how can you say you love me?
The laughter finally seemed like a vicious curse, tightly wrapping around Su Mu's heart.
*
In He Chuan's life, two things happened that he regretted for the rest of his life:
The first thing is that he is slow. He had obviously been interested in Su Mu since he was in high school, but he still couldn't figure it out.
The second thing is that he is cowardly. When he was in college, he had vaguely noticed that his feelings for Su Mu seemed to have become a little complicated. But because of Su Mu's "homophobia", he didn't dare to dig deeper, and accidentally developed a relationship with someone else.
The opportunity is fleeting.
Many years passed in circles, and he finally woke up from a dream under repeated shocks:
It turns out that the person he really hides in his heart is Su Mu, and it has always been Su Mu.
Fortunately, Su Mu also liked him. After ten years of wasted time, they finally didn't miss it anymore.
He Chuan was satisfied and firmly believed that the two would love each other for a lifetime and grow old together.
Even if Su Mu's mother could never accept him;
Even because of various problems exposed in their relationship, Su Mu had cold wars and quarrels with him several times, even to the point of breaking up.
He Chuan never had the slightest doubt about his and Su Mu's future.
They met when they were six years old, they both secretly fell in love when they were sixteen years old, and they just came together after many twists and turns when they were twenty-six years old.
As long as the love for each other remains unchanged, it is absolutely impossible to leave each other again.
It wasn't until by coincidence that He Chuan learned about Su Mu's experience in the six months after the college entrance examination. He Chuan realized the pain of bone erosion:
When Su Mu was deceived into a correctional hospital, he was killed by his own mother.
Now he thinks he is responsible and affectionate regardless of the object, which is tantamount to killing Sumu again.
Having been betrayed and killed repeatedly by his loved ones, how strong must his little wood be to survive such hardships?
And how should he make amends to retain and save his lover?
"I'll give you my life. Can you still believe me?"
He Chuan looked into Su Mu's eyes, his gaze was as hot as fire,
"I'll give you my life. Just trust me again."
*
"Look," Su Mu peeled off a golden-yellow and plump-looking orange, revealing the shriveled flesh inside like tattered cotton wool. "I am this orange, with gold and jade on the outside and ruined wadding inside. Moreover, I am also poisonous."
He Chuan stared at Sumu, grabbed the dry and hard pulp and stuffed it into his mouth to swallow, "It's not bad. It has the fragrance of orange."
He licked his lips again and said, "Don't think you are the only one who is sick. I am also sick. I can't live without you!"
Purpose: Love is the anchor of life
Reader comments
Okay, okay, people here hate each other😡, but Bobo and Pipo don't🥰! This is so cool🥳
Right, right. . Quickly smash this piece of wood like He Chuan to wake him up [laughing loudly][laughing loudly]
The abuse has reached its peak, my little sweetheart has [becomes transformed][becomes transformed]
So sour... Two small bitter gourds
Okay, big daddy, waiting for you to come back
The direction of this plot... I'm a little confused... Come on, author~
Love the advance payment! ! ! !
The pre-collection is great, I just like the double arrow sadomasochism, pulling back and forth [spread flowers][spread flowers]
I'm so angry that I'm really going to explode. Can't we just get together and break up? If it has to be like this, Song Dynasty has suffered a lot, but what happened to Shichuan back then? I had to tell it when I saw it, but Song Yaojin came out halfway. I was so angry that I was really shaking [split][split]. But when I thought that Sichuan's change of heart was partly due to Mu hiding some truth back then, I choked up again [vomited blood][vomited blood]
Heartbroken... Su Mu and He Chuan's emotional path is so tortuous. He Chuan is still being attacked from both sides. On one side is the heart that has not yet recognized his true feelings in the inner world, and on the other side is Song's obsession in the real world that refuses to let go.
I can't help it. After breaking up, I still think that your ex cannot be a friend, otherwise he may still have illusions and ignore the next one. Watching it made me feel sad and happy at the same time, maybe I was shaking my head. It felt like He Chuan had also dreamed of Sumu before, but mistakenly thought it was Song, and then they fell in love. Maybe he fell in love with her as they talked, but he was really too slow. Desire is the criterion for testing love. If Su's mother didn't exist in high school, would Su Mu have confessed that they would be together as originally planned? It's almost the same. I really can't wait to read on. The author writes very well.
Can't wait to read the next chapter [Spread Flowers]
I'm laughing so hard, it's time for me to punch [melt]
Brother, why are you talking about it again? . I'm really anxious [crying] [crying]
Just take the initiative. . Where can this Sumu escape [laughing loudly][laughing loudly]
A pair of xql who rush to each other. . So cool, so cool [laughing loudly][laughing loudly]
He Chuan came at the right time. . Shura Chang loves to watch [milk tea] [milk tea]
Ahhhhh it's finally here! !
In this way, the two of them walked away. . Meizizi[Milk Tea][Milk Tea]
Ugh, I really hate it. When did you get into v? It's so unsightly [hugging thighs]
This chapter makes me feel sad because he really fell in love with Song. I missed it with Su Mu, alas~ The two of them will definitely come back sweetly after their affair. The author can write a few more chapters about their daily life together. [Shy][shy][shy]
Okay, okay, people here hate each other😡, but Bobo and Pipo don't🥰! This is so cool🥳
Right, right. . Quickly smash this piece of wood like He Chuan to wake him up [laughing loudly][laughing loudly]
The abuse has reached its peak, my little sweetheart has [becomes transformed][becomes transformed]
So sour... Two small bitter gourds
Okay, big daddy, waiting for you to come back
The direction of this plot... I'm a little confused... Come on, author~
Love the advance payment! ! ! !
The pre-collection is great, I just like the double arrow sadomasochism, pulling back and forth [spread flowers][spread flowers]
I'm so angry that I'm really going to explode. Can't we just get together and break up? If it has to be like this, Song Dynasty has suffered a lot, but what happened to Shichuan back then? I had to tell it when I saw it, but Song Yaojin came out halfway. I was so angry that I was really shaking [split][split]. But when I thought that Sichuan's change of heart was partly due to Mu hiding some truth back then, I choked up again [vomited blood][vomited blood]
Heartbroken... Su Mu and He Chuan's emotional path is so tortuous. He Chuan is still being attacked from both sides. On one side is the heart that has not yet recognized his true feelings in the inner world, and on the other side is Song's obsession in the real world that refuses to let go.
I can't help it. After breaking up, I still think that your ex cannot be a friend, otherwise he may still have illusions and ignore the next one. Watching it made me feel sad and happy at the same time, maybe I was shaking my head. It felt like He Chuan had also dreamed of Sumu before, but mistakenly thought it was Song, and then they fell in love. Maybe he fell in love with her as they talked, but he was really too slow. Desire is the criterion for testing love. If Su's mother didn't exist in high school, would Su Mu have confessed that they would be together as originally planned? It's almost the same. I really can't wait to read on. The author writes very well.
Can't wait to read the next chapter [Spread Flowers]
I'm laughing so hard, it's time for me to punch [melt]
Brother, why are you talking about it again? . I'm really anxious [crying] [crying]
Just take the initiative. . Where can this Sumu escape [laughing loudly][laughing loudly]
A pair of xql who rush to each other. . So cool, so cool [laughing loudly][laughing loudly]
He Chuan came at the right time. . Shura Chang loves to watch [milk tea] [milk tea]
Ahhhhh it's finally here! !
In this way, the two of them walked away. . Meizizi[Milk Tea][Milk Tea]
Ugh, I really hate it. When did you get into v? It's so unsightly [hugging thighs]
This chapter makes me feel sad because he really fell in love with Song. I missed it with Su Mu, alas~ The two of them will definitely come back sweetly after their affair. The author can write a few more chapters about their daily life together. [Shy][shy][shy]