It was originally published in Jinjiang, but due to network problems, it was deleted five times without success. Then the article was posted, with two more chapters than other websites. Because it was my first time to write a novel, I wrote it with Banxia, so I have a pen name of Banxia, An Ran. I hope everyone will support me.
The story begins with An Ranxi competing in the UK and returning to China. She is kind and pure, strong on the outside but weak on the inside. Because of her family and appearance, she always lives in the adulation of everyone, so she has developed a character that strives to show her good side in others.
She has a belief in the world's true feelings. Because she has lived in the haze of her mother's death due to sexual disputes since she was a child, she hates her father who refused to save her and relies heavily on her only friend Yue Ying and the little boy who is suspected to have special meaning to her when she was kidnapped when she was a child - her current boyfriend Xu.
The delicate relationship between An Ranxi began after the death of An Ranxi's mother. Xu's care and incomplete memories of her childhood made them live happily together, because in the painful black days of losing her mother, it was Xu's selfless care that melted the wall of her heart that she had built little by little.
An Ranxi was defeated by Zhixu's departure without saying goodbye. An Ranxi accidentally met and rehearsed an important international program with Bingshan-Ye. An Ranxi, who did not like to show off, participated in the rehearsal because of the agreement with her boyfriend, but her partner Ye always ignored her.
But the truth of the matter seems not that simple.
The domestic disputes back then have continued to the present, and it turns out that there is a huge conspiracy hidden in it. It turns out that fate has long closely connected her Hexu and Ye. It turns out that those who love her do not love her as much as they seem. Revenge after revenge, mystery after mystery, betrayal again and again, departure again and again, even a small suitor was a conspiracy set by him. Everyone is just a pawn in this conspiracy.
But what ultimately led An Ranxi to choose to lose her memory, what kind of smile made her unable to bear it, and what kind of truth made her cry bitterly. Whose death made it impossible for her to live a new life and choose to go on alone? The wheel of fate was spinning, and the spinning made their focus of happiness farther and farther away.
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