My father, the Jade Emperor. I still don't understand, the Jade Emperor, the boss of heaven and earth.
My mother, Chang'e. You all understand that the leader of beauties guards the Moon Palace alone.
My father made my mother pregnant, and my mother thought that the mother would be more valuable than the child. I also met my mother who had never been pregnant with a child. She was full of curiosity about the first child. Was it a son or a daughter?
My mother named my brother Ruyi, which means everything goes well.
My mother named me Tathagata, which means Tathagata, death.
I was thrown into the mortal world when I was one year old. As for why, I have to ask my mother. Although I am a mortal, I still have memories of when I came.
My father, the Jade Emperor, and my mother, Chang'e, are two bastards who left me in the mortal world.
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Writing novels is the work of gods and fools. This is my reflection after ten years of writing novels.
At first, I liked TV that was earth-shaking and imaginative. But, except for Journey to the West, I really haven't watched any TV that I can remember. I mean Chinese TV. So, I decided to write my own story. So it started, and ten years have passed since I wrote this. In the end, I didn't make a penny and spent hundreds of thousands. My father is not my father and my mother is not my mother. They think I don't work because I am lazy, and they even suspect that I suffer from depression and autism. As a result, we discussed it. I will write the last novel, and if it fails, I will live a normal life. The most annoying thing is that I have written more than a dozen novels in total, and every time I reach 200,000 words, my application for a contract is rejected by the website editor. I'm not convinced because other authors can do it, so why can't I. What's more, people often say that persistence is victory. Therefore, some novels I wrote reached 500,000 words, but they were still rejected. At first I thought that the writing was not enough, the stories were not enough, and everything was not enough. I wrote more than a dozen books in a row, almost 5 million words, but I was still rejected. Now I am convinced, and now I understand that being a writer is not that easy and must go through many trials and tribulations. When I had this idea, a miracle happened. My computer broke down and the million-word manuscript of "Hunter" disappeared. This is the same situation as when I was writing "The Correspondent and the Banshee" and "Hard Man". My computer suddenly broke down and all the manuscripts were lost. It pushed me into a corner and forced me to give up literature.
In fact, what is literature? It is just a pastime in the money society. It is black and white, powerless, and dispensable. Unless it is turned into benefit, it will be powerful and omnipotent. This is the indestructible reality.
I regret very much now that I wasted ten years of my youth. From the age of twenty-two to thirty-two, I never fell in love. I had forgotten all about my classmates and friends, let alone a loyal reader. I felt like a prostitute who was impotent after fast food. I couldn't get hard but refused to admit defeat. But in the end, he still lost. It feels good, just for a moment when I felt unconvinced, it lasted ten years, that's all.
My parents agreed that writing novels was a thankless job, and they both didn't feel bad that the novels I wrote disappeared into the vast sea of people. They felt sorry for my body and my life, so they gave me one last chance. They never thought that I would get fame and fortune from writing novels.
I didn't think about fame or fortune at first. I just loved writing novels. Until, it took ten years. My friends' Apples had been replaced by several generations, and I realized that I had lost many generations. I discovered that the people who could persevere better than me were my parents.
But in the end, I still don't understand what kind of novels can be signed, and I don't want to find out now. Take "Hard Man" as an example. I think the storyline is very exciting. I haven't seen anything similar to "Hard Man" yet, and I guess that's my success. Being different can be considered a success.
I wrote the outline of the novel "Thousands of Temperaments" in one night. It can be said that it flows smoothly. I like the inspiration that is about to happen, and it is a complete inspiration. Now I just want to write it out and finish it, regardless of whether he signs or not.