This is not a joyful piece of writing, it can be said to be a brilliant piece of sadness, written by the author, just take a look.
After thinking about her life for nearly thirty years, the only thing she miscalculated was why she wanted to be that little bee and pick Qiu Gen, the flower of the high mountains, regardless of life or death.
That's good, that's good. I did it unintentionally. Please forgive me.
"You have no chance"! Qiu Gen said.