In this bustling metropolis, I live a life of flirting with all kinds of men in the entertainment venues every night. Sometimes I feel lonely like a wandering soul. How can I completely escape from this world that disgusts me? Now I am lying on this cold hospital bed with two things running in my mind...1. Waiting to die; 2. Missing him, missing him, missing him, and still missing him. That boy who is as clean and transparent as a cloud.