I write it casually. The first part seems depressing. To be honest, I cried when I wrote it. The second part is better. I usually write it in the early morning before dawn, because at any moment when the sun shines in, I feel like a ray of light shines into my dark heart. . . I don't wait for fate or Prince Charming to save me... I tell myself that I can't rely on others for the rest of my life, and I don't want to continue to be confused.