Many years later, she may regret or even deeply hate what she did. If she had not gone through this situation, would everything have been different?
If she had it to do over again, she would work hard all day long to make a living, and she would be so tired every day that she could barely survive, not wanting to open her eyes and face the reality of embarrassment and endless work. Without a wealthy and leisurely life, no extra money to dress up, no time and energy to pursue and enjoy love and youth, you will never be able to have a colorful life like girls of the same age and enjoy all the beauty and fantasy given by youth. But if the physical exertion and the oppression of life can be exchanged for the purity of the soul, then it should be worth it.
But she didn't understand back then that the moment she betrayed her body, her innocence ceased to exist; the moment she betrayed her soul, her conscience was shattered.
However, she couldn't think so much, nor could she care so much. She fell in love with him, and there was no way out. He was the fate of her life, and she could only be doomed.