This article describes a life experience of a college student who fell into society halfway due to various changes. From being outstanding in school to being ignored in society. From the huge psychological gap at the beginning to the hard work after gradually regaining balance in the end.
This article uses his emotions in various periods as the overt thread and the fate of his favorite team as the hidden thread, intertwined throughout the text.
The purpose of this article is to be passionate but reject vulgarity, to be conflicted but reject violence, to be confused but reject moderation, to be critical but reject cynicism. Ultimately, it is intended to be inspirational. Because it contains a piece of broken love (homosexuality), if it offends some people, I hope you will understand. And because my knowledge and experience are indeed limited, it is inevitable that there will be some omissions and errors. I apologize!!!