Regarding the involvement of a past event, it is difficult to distinguish between right and wrong, and there is no right or wrong about the choices made in the past. When the time comes, we tend to choose to do things when the time is right, rather than losing the opportunity to build ourselves because of a relationship. But after I succeed, I will never forget it in the long night. Doubting one's own choices and questioning one's own success makes the losses even more melancholy than this.
What I want you to feel is not the emotion and sadness caused by the wasted years. I hope that more people will live up to the present and seize opportunities. Grasp every turning point in your life and choose what is most mature and suitable for you at the moment. This kind of life is not necessarily the life I want, but it is the safest life. In my opinion, at least it is a life that lives up to myself.