"Why do you want to be an undercover agent? Are you willing to kill yourself?!"
"Actually, my biggest dream since childhood was to stand on the rooftop one day, point a gun at criminals, and say, 'I'm sorry, I'm a policeman.'"
"..."
"'Infernal Affairs', have you seen it?"
"In the past, I felt like I was walking on the edge of a cliff. I had to pinch my palms and force myself not to look down or fall. Later, half of my body was hanging on the outside of the cliff, and I was just holding on with a little bit of unquenchable anger. Although I was embarrassed, I managed to grab something with my hands and feet. Now I suddenly feel boring, and the embers have long been burned to a handful of ashes. If you can't grasp it, you can't grasp it no matter how hard you grind your teeth. Why bother?"
"What about me? Can I be your reason to persist?"
Cp: The old gangster who talks a lot and has great fighting skills attacks xPTSD patients and has top-notch acting skills as an undercover agent (Gu Feng x Ji Huaiqing)
The article was heavily influenced by "Silence of the Lambs"