"I thought he would spend his life obediently like a dog. But at that chaotic banquet, he stood up: Shayi practiced calligraphy to cover up his shame. How romantic and childish he was, just like the first time I saw his petition seven years ago. Although he was still fragile, that tragic fragility made me feel warm. I was ashamed to find that in the face of everything dirty for so many years, apart from indifferently mocking the hypocrisy of a fragile person, I would only pretend to be crazy to escape. In fact, the person I should laugh at is myself."
"Yizhi has been resisting all filthiness with his most fragile pen. From the moment he stood up from his knees."
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