After struggling for a long time, I felt a little tired.
My body is exhausted and my mind is a little anxious. In order to relax, I still want to write some words.
I'm not writing this for you, although I guess you don't like me as a guy who is really not very good at cheating, but it doesn't matter. Looking at the messy words on my phone, computer, or any notebook, piles of words that might stay there forever, I suddenly felt relieved. Nowadays, many people like to write, some do it to make up dreams, some do it to realize their dreams, but I do it just to write it out. Whether anyone reads it or not, writing is my physiological need.
So, no more making up stories.
Write something realistic.
It might not be realistic, who knows.
If anyone really wants to read it, just think of it as a lunatic talking in his sleep.