After losing all his relatives and being stared at by the world, he gradually became a ruthless and bloodless god of war. When he met a little doll who was as cold and lifeless as him, he slowly felt strange emotions. An experience I have never had before. I want to stay away but always get close. I want to be majestic in front of him but always can't be as ruthless as before. I felt love and warmth, and wanted to protect my adopted son, but in the end I was always being protected by my adopted son. I feel that my adopted son's love is taken for granted, and if I don't respond to it, I won't cherish it. In the end, when everything was gone, when the adopted son died in front of him full of pain, it was even more painful than it was more than ten years ago. For you, I can put aside all justice in the world and fall with you.