This is probably an overly realistic love story, derived from life. Sometimes people often observe from God's perspective, as if they are untainted saints judging everything. Many years ago, like these people, I stood at an absolute height and believed that all mistresses, all supports, and all shady feelings were disgusting and despised. However, years have passed, and after seeing it with my own eyes and experiencing it myself, I realized that there is no absolute right or wrong in this world. When I was addicted to Zhihu, I checked this question [What should I do if I love him, but I don't want to be a mistress]? The search feedback did not give me any relevant questions and answers.
Maybe feelings really come first, after all, sincerity can only be squandered once.
Or maybe, after all the squandering, you will realize that the one you met later was worth it.