Even if your life is chaotic, you still want to have a stable destination. "I really want to have a night like this, with the sea breeze blowing slowly by the window, the bright stars and moon in the night sky, the dim warm light under the street lamp, the cat sleeping soundly beside the bed, a sweet cake on the table with my favorite yellow peach on it, a cup of stomach-warming milk tea, a big soft blanket, and beside me is you who I love."