++++When other children still think that they are unique beings and cry and act coquettishly to their parents, he understands that he is just an irregularly rotating fragment in the boundless sky, a mist that may dissipate at any moment on the vast sea. For his mother, the most important things are career and children; for his father, the most important things are only women and no children. He does not expect to be the apple of his parents' eye, but he also fantasizes about becoming a unique being in a person's heart, just as he quoted in his composition when he was a child, "I will search for the only soul mate in my life in the vast sea of people. If I get it, I am lucky; if I lose it, it is my fate." However, the ending of this essay only alarmed the teacher and invited the parents. His mother came to school despite her busy schedule and saw this composition. She couldn't laugh or cry, and scolded: "I have been addicted to women at a young age, even worse than your father!" He argued: "Who said that a soul mate must be a woman? What I am looking for is a soulmate, and it does not have to be a woman!" Unexpectedly, this sentence became the ending.
++++ "What I am looking for is the ultimate truth and goodness, but I find that the world I thought was black and white is actually gray."
++++ "The best is like water. Maybe I am the existence you have been looking for."
++++ This is a story about someone who is sentimental but not sentimental, ruffian but not hooligan, rational but not calm, and finds a smiling man who is rational but cold.