Excerpts from the novel:
Ji Shi had to control the morbid emotions that were on the verge of exploding. He had no one to talk to, and no one here could truly trust him. He could only and must divert his attention.
"When you can't control it, just indulge in desire. That will make you happy."
A thought flashed through his mind, maybe it was a memory from the past, a forgotten person said this to him. But it doesn't matter anymore, he doesn't want to care about anything now, he just wants to act on those words immediately, because he is in great pain.
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Reading tips:
1. The protagonist is particularly suspenseful and the writing is refreshing.
2. Pseudo-orthopedics, gloomy, morbid, explosive and vulnerable to vicious and perverted attacks.
3. What the characters think in the article does not represent what the author thinks.
4. Update as the occasion demands.