Bi Shisan, are you there?
You said that you should laugh when you are sad, so I smiled every day after that.
You said that my name was too ordinary, so I changed it to use my favorite line from the poem you read to me, "Luochi has lost its youthfulness." Later, my name was Lin Luoxue.
You said that photography is a profitable profession, and you will need to rely on this major to enter college in the future. So when I applied for a major later, I chose television photography.
You said that bleeding, illness, and death are all inevitable paths for human beings, so there is no need to panic...
Bi Shisan, I remember every word you said. I always thought that my life started when I was ten years old. You are the light in my life that illuminates the rest of my life. I always thought that we would never see each other again, so I lived with the mentality of playing in the world. What I didn't expect was that when I was eighteen years old, I would have the opportunity to see you again.
I originally thought that you would still remember me, and I would just look at you from afar. Later, you fell in love with Gu Yixin, and I realized that I couldn't accept it at all. But Gu Yixin didn't like you. She went abroad without any hesitation, and she didn't even give you a chance to save you. So you became a mute. With everyone's help, you finally came out, but you still can't see me.
Even so, I still love you, you will always be the thorn in my heart that I can't pull out. After graduation, I waited for you for a long time, but you still didn't respond. Bi Shisan, I hate you so much, I hate you turning a blind eye to me, I hate your attitude of ignoring me, I hate you liking another girl so much, I hate you so much...
Bi Shisan, if you had it to do over again, if the person you met first was me, would you... Like me?
P. S When I watched the original drama, this couple was in the worst situation. They had so little sugar that they had to rely on themselves to produce it. The author is still a novice and it is difficult to understand what he writes.
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