Life is worse than hell - Ryunosuke Akutagawa
But when I meet you, I like my own cowardice and my own uselessness. I even like the cold wind in winter and the bamboo forest in summer.
Osamu Dazai also wrote
"I originally wanted to die this winter, but recently I got a set of linen kimono with mouse gray pinstripes. It is a kimono suitable for summer, so I might as well live until summer first."
The wind and the warm sun make people want to live forever