The older I get, the more lonely I become, and the more I close my heart. These are just personal complaints. I don't expect many people to see them. I don't know how to express some of them to my relatives and friends around me. If you are too sad, you don't dare to talk to your relatives for fear that they will worry; you don't dare to talk too much to your good friends, after all, everyone has their own problems to face, and you are also afraid that they will think your emotions are too pretentious. I have thought about writing a diary, but I know my inner desire and want someone to talk to, even if it is in front of this boundless Internet, I will feel that there is always someone who can see it, and I will not have the restraint and fear when facing the people around me.