What if you are born ordinary, can't do anything well, and still can't find a boyfriend when you get older? I have low self-esteem, and I am sensitive. I am always worried that what I do is not good enough to make others dissatisfied. I am always afraid of saying the wrong thing and angering others. I always feel that I am unlovable. I envy the friends around me who live out their own colors, and I envy the heroines of novels who have perfect love. Am I not excellent, cute, and worthy of people's love? Thank you for traveling thousands of miles to come to me, Lin Shen, for being so kind and helping me get out of my own narrow world. Although I have waited for you for 18 years and even have to wait again, because it is you, I am willing to wait for as long as it takes. Before you came, I lived for others; after you came, I lived for the two of us.