I loved you when Yan Ruoxiahua was young, but I left you when love made me hurt.
It's not that I don't believe in love that is unstoppable despite all the obstacles. But love, young love, is often like a meteor shower. Once shining, it will eventually end quietly and become silent.
What we ultimately long for is something warm and graspable, such as someone who loves us, or a lifelong dependence.