"Sadomasochism" Is Not Affectionate [Quickly Wear]

Demining This book was written five years ago. At that time, it was like a bloody book. "She gained a lot, but in the end she still lost her beloved." "It's only after you lose it that you understand what is most important." Wait a minute So it will be very bloody, and Xiao Ye will not be together in the end! Not together! ! ! I've been completely bereft since the end of the first world. The full text contains many "spiritual victory methods" and "crematorium" that were popular in the past. However, when Xiao Aiye was in love, he basically died for love. Only in the first world, Ye Aixiao was in love, and the subsequent plots were all emotionless. Because Xiao is a scumbag, she also had an affair with a man in the first world. She felt that her feelings for Ye were just a sister, so she had no psychological burden. She was just a bad person. The second world is mainly about torturing men, and staged scenes of robbery and robbery with Xiao, but what I mainly want to write about is the relationship between this man and Ye in the crematorium. The third world is abo, and the title is chauvinism. Xiao's setting is that of a chauvinistic scumbag, very bad, selfish and double-standard. It was only in the end that she realized her mistake. The fourth world is my favorite world, because Xiao can finally love. The setting is an anti-socialist pervert, who is really mentally ill. It is difficult for her to empathize with others, and she will want to destroy herself when she feels uncomfortable and unhappy. But in this world, she truly loves Ye. The fifth world finally changed from loving someone to loving this world because she loves it, so she also works hard to love this world like her. In the end, it's an ending where the story line shrinks. When I wrote this article, I had a bit of a newspaper mentality at first, because I also encountered some things at that time, but the first world had already changed before I finished writing it. I like Jinge better, but Xiao and her portrayals are the same, because Jinge is always the one being abused. In fact, she was blocked from pain in the second world, and she never lost her mind, so she neither abused her body nor her mind. But from the time it was first written until now, some people have been saying that it was too cruel to her. I also understand that it is because it is easier for everyone to take her place or feel sorry for her. Every time I write about Jin Ge, I use a lot of side descriptions, about the way Xiao looks at her, his psychology when he looks at her, and about many other supporting characters or passers-by. She is always very stubborn and beautiful. I can't help but feel sorry for her when I write. When I wrote Xiao, it was purely for the purpose of writing about a scumbag and a bad person, but later I felt that writing this way was a bit boring, so I arranged a growth line for this bad person, letting her love herself → love others → love the world. But I never believe in reunion, so they were completely bereft from the end of the first world. This book has poured into a lot of my dissatisfaction and anger. I almost always write with emotion. Most of the time I am angry, sometimes I feel aggrieved, and occasionally I feel a little happy. Because my emotions were unstable at that time, my pain and grievances continued to amplify when I wrote. It was not until the last few worlds that I slowly calmed down, but I also started to feel tired. I kept being coerced by my emotions and kept writing. When the emotions disappeared, I felt unable to write. If you can finish reading Mine Clearance, then continue reading if you think you can! Don't force yourself, don't force yourself! Purpose: Love is not everything, you must learn to love yourself